“This is not Afghanistan—this is Bharat. I have a voice, and I will use it, because silence has never served women like me.”
1. You’ve had a diverse journey—from films to television, reality shows, and bold public opinions. What gives you the courage to speak fearlessly in a world that often prefers silence?
Coming from a non-film background—what people call an outsider—I realized early on that glamour was my entry point into the industry. I started with modeling, moved into advertisements, and then films. But being seen as ‘glamorous’ often overshadowed my acting abilities.
Over time, I faced real challenges in this male-dominated industry. The ego clashes with co-stars, producers, or directors were difficult to handle. At one point, I even fell into some unhealthy habits. Thankfully, with God’s grace and the support of a wonderful partner—who is a teetotaller—I found my path forward.
From films to reality TV, and now speaking out on bold, often controversial issues—I do it because I believe in Indian democracy. This is not Afghanistan; we are in Bharat, where freedom of expression is our right. I may not always be right, but I have a perspective, and as a woman, I deserve to share it.
Bharatiya women are fearless. We are revered. We say “Bharat Mata Ki Jai.” That legacy gives me strength. Perhaps that’s why I continue to speak, even when silence is easier.
2. What does creative freedom mean to you, and how do you balance it with public scrutiny?
To me, creative freedom means telling a story without political or religious pressure. For years, Bollywood leaned into anti-Hindu narratives, which is ironic considering many of its biggest stars converted from the very religion at the heart of India’s partition.
Creative freedom should not be lived in fear. Whether fictional or based on real events, stories should be told honestly—as long as they don't break the law. If a film involves violence or nudity, label it as adult content. But don’t censor it.
We’ve seen backlash—like when a biopic was made on the late Shri Indira Gandhi. The director and actors were unfairly targeted. That shouldn’t happen. Creative freedom is a cornerstone of democracy.
Yes, stories should raise awareness and promote health, wellness, and social insight. But even when they depict negative realities—addiction, toxicity, or flawed lives—that contrast helps highlight the good.
Hollywood treats creative freedom differently—nudity or sex isn’t such a taboo. In India, despite the Kama Sutra’s roots here, we still stigmatize erotica and label those who explore it as lesser. That contradiction is unfortunate.
Thankfully, social media has created a global platform where creative voices can be respected regardless of geography.
3. How do you stay mentally grounded while navigating fame and controversy?
Yoga keeps me grounded. It’s non-negotiable. I carry my mat everywhere.
Just this morning, I had to practically push my husband onto the terrace so I could do my yoga. We live in a terrace apartment in Bombay, and due to monsoon-related delays, our shed hasn’t been renewed. It’s pouring constantly—but yoga still comes first.
That routine is my mental sanctuary. Whether I’m facing fame or controversy, my focus is on enjoying the process. I work hard, yes, but I try not to attach myself too much to the results. Yoga helps me stay centered in both the highs and lows.
4. As a public figure, what’s the biggest misconception people have about you?
People think I complain too much. That image got amplified during a reality show stint, where I was typecasted unfairly.
But in truth, I’ve always faced challenges head-on. I’ve never been someone who dwells in complaints. I’ve had my battles, sure, but I’ve fought through them.
Another misconception is that I’m aggressive in a violent way. I’m not. I’m assertive. And there’s a big difference.
As a woman in India, I have the constitutional right to express myself—and I will continue to do so, just as any man would.
5. How has your idea of success evolved over the years?
In the early years, success was about money—buying nice clothes, luxury bags, jewelry, homes, and cars. That’s what I thought mattered.
But now, success means being healthy. It means being able to sleep peacefully, hug my husband, enjoy time with family, eat well, and be grateful.
Of course, I still chase my dreams as an actor and entrepreneur, but I try not to let those ambitions consume me. Real success is inner peace.
6. What advice would you give to aspiring actors and content creators entering the space today?
The Gen Z creators are sharp. They understand AI, social media, and the digital space better than we ever did. In many ways, I’m still learning the ropes myself.
That said, one piece of advice I would offer is—stay rooted. No matter how far you go, don’t lose touch with your struggles, your family, your values.
When people move to Bombay to chase dreams in modeling or acting, it’s easy to lose sight of who you are. The industry can be fake and superficial, especially for outsiders.
Staying grounded in your truth—your background, your fitness, your health—that’s what helps you survive and thrive.
7. Finally, what is one value or belief you never compromise on, no matter where life takes you?
Character and integrity. Those two things define who we are.
We all have our truths—our sides of the story—and we must live by them. I will never intentionally harm someone just to achieve my goals. That’s a line I don’t cross.
But if someone tries to harm my core, attack my existence—I will fight back with everything I have. Self-defense is my right. I will never compromise my being for someone else’s games.
Bio:
Payal Rohatgi is an Indian actress, reality TV icon, and outspoken public figure known for her fearless opinions and unapologetic authenticity. Starting her journey as a model and beauty pageant winner, she transitioned into films with bold roles and later carved a niche on television and reality shows like Bigg Boss and Lock Upp. A strong advocate of free speech, Payal is admired—and sometimes criticized—for never mincing her words. Off-screen, she’s a dedicated yoga practitioner and vocal believer in India’s democratic spirit, constantly challenging societal norms with courage and conviction.
Interviewed by: Gurbani Kaur
Edited by: Shantanu Singh
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